Frustration? Ah.. nope, CHALLENGING, would be the right word. Oddly, I'm still looking at everything positively. Am I kidding myself? Nope. I have to trust my judgement. And the Big Boss's, when he chose me. I know I can, and they can. WE can. Irrespective of what everyone else thinks.
Okay, you can't change old dogs new tricks. And habits are difficult to break. But we gotta give people chances, don't we? We need to give people the benefits of the doubt.
This roller coaster ride is not ending soon. Endurance is a major necessity here. But if it stops, it's not going to be fun anymore. I took on the job, knowing it'll be tough. I'm not even an expert in the area. So what? If anyone is out to get me, stab my back or try get rid of me, when I've not given my 100+% yet, sorry... I'm not ready to leave yet.
Just give me a bit more time. It's only half the year that's gone. What have I delivered? Good question. But hey, even ministers have 5 years to prove they can change. I'm here given a year contract. I'm pressured, I feel the pressure; but I'm cool. NOT really. Hahaha. But safe to say, I'm not the only one feeling the heat. Every one is. We know the price of not delivering. So, we are all kicking our a$$es trying to get things going and done. So, we are definitely pushing our comfort zone.
It's been damn crazy, hectic, but I'm also having fun. Well... till the fat lady sings.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
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